ArganVain

... im not saying it by beign frustated or what, im just a little disappointed. By looking at others works i make my immagination running wild, creating stories or scenes (mostly war/action scenes, is an obsession O_o ) where i get damned sick of my totally absence of skill for making those fantasies a stupid piece of paper. I just hope to leave this lazyness and begin again to draw anything i see and i like, maybe i will find a chance to find what i need to put on paper some of the @#§$% i have in mind. if anyone wonder why my english sux this much, is 'cause i really don't care about it, im italian, i have already problems with the

i don't know what happened, before i was bored to drawing, no ispiration, afraid to make a stupid drawing 'cause my low experience, but now... i maked that newly scrap in no time, only some changes. i know this drawing is not a great one, but, i was happy to drawing it. :| the ispiration is an unknown, like the human mind... a mix of crappy things :shakefist:

no one knows it... im doing my thing slowly, in peace, but there is always someone who force me to do it fastest. i have all the time of my life to do my things, AND PEOPLE ARE STILL FORCE ME. bah, fuck it all.